Revelation

Goodbye to old beginnings, hello to new continuations.
Changes, as they continue, come to accompany the past.
The future, as it shows, will fulfill the prophecy of self.
And it shall be welcomed, as will all days dark through majestic.
For the day is as it shall be till the moment it turns 'round.
No more weight to numbers, not to time nor to quantity.
Quality is what's to be sought; peace forever to be gained.

Still

Calamity screams as I try to relax;
Fulfilled I believe, yet steady I collapse.
It's just so much this ache, the ever growing urge;
Forever playing this dirge, yet each sound is faintly heard.
GOD DAMNIT, JUST LET ME GO!
And if there is a reason to not, just let me know.
All I ask is why, the rest I can soldier through.
I don't ask where, and I don't care who.
Just, eventually, and please don't forget,
And until that day, I'll try to not quit.

Known Stranger

Some person says this and you think that.
Some person comes just as you go.
Some person hides and then you reveal.
Some person walks while you run.
Some person speaks so you'll echo.
Some person reaches hoping you'll return.
Some person repeats so that you understand.
Some person shall want and you shall need.
Some person isn't enough because you will never see.

Release

Control is the opposite, control is what I do.
Control is how I put in line all that I knew.
Control walks the line straight and narrow,
Control is my heart with the broken arrow.
Control is my cry outward for help,
Control is the strongest emotion that I have ever felt.
Control screams while I cry.
Control is the truth when life is a lie.
When all is left but what I control
I'll dig myself out of this God forsaken hole.

Night Whisper 11

To reign through life,
Through the rains of life.
Remove the reigns from life,
To control the pain of life.

Night Whisper 10 (The Fantasy)

It's the soul of sincerity that speaks to me the most.
The honesty and truth that lies and sins boast.
Words spoken through pain, tears falling like rain,
A hold that won't let go and even if I could
I wouldn't make it so.
Beholden in this gaze, I pray thanks to this hope I feel.
Yet my mind begins to wonder, "Is any of this real?"

The End of the Rainbow

I don't understand how only a word can make me feel,
How with just a sound my heart can turn to rubble from steel.
How, without a touch, my body begins to move,
Now, with just the thought, all aches begin to soothe.
It takes fully a woman to move a mans thoughts from lust,
So queer this feeling, one that I must trust.
I see love now, or maybe a shadow of her essence;
She beckons me to follow, so I shall move in her direction.